“At time of initiation, maybe it seemed to you that the process was not a big deal. You didn’t do any hand gesture or recite any mantra.  But you have no idea how much change your soul had been through. You can’t see the invisible aspect of things. If you could see, you would know how many layers of light your soul must go through in order to take on different colors. For example, our soul was originally very dark, or only had red light. At the time of initiation, our soul would to go through a few different kinds of light, like going through many doors, to take on more colors and become very bright. That’s the circumstances of initiation. That’s why you could see different lights. It’s because the soul went through several evolutionary systems.”